Monday, December 7, 2009

He'll Never Believe

As many times as I've told my guy friend, I've only been with this amount of men...he'll never believe. He'll never believe that sex means more to me than a fuck. He'll never believe that what I do with and for him is ONLY for him, I don't do for ANYONE! He'll never believe that intimacy, love making-sex...is very special and means something to me. He'll never believe that I don't share or want to share that level of intimacy with anyone, but the man I love-him. He'll never believe that I don't put myself out there like that. He'll never believe that I respect myself-WAY TOO MUCH and more than just allowing some man to benefit from my goodies. He'll never believe that I'm terrified of diseases and my goodies are so sensitive that we see STD's coming, so we stay the hell away. He'll never believe that not allowing random men to get to me like that makes me feel good about me. He'll never believe that there are really women out there that care more about themselves and their bodies then people think. He'll never believe that I'm just not promiscuous, that I like the chase and not the act.

But what he does believe, is that I have the good good and can't bear to believe that I've given it to someone at all.

So, he'll never believe that I trust him enough to know that he can ever be faithful......

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